Nothing much

Hmmm...been doing nothing for the past 3 days. Since they broke the news to me, takde mood dah nak buat kerja. First 2 days, I was so crushed I couldn't even talk about it. Just the mention of it it pun is more than enough to make me shed some tears. Arrrghhhh !!!!!

They are going to conclude contract. Geez !!!! Was so damn dissappointed. Was so down...down and way way down. Tension pun ada. I mean, I tried my best. I was all out when I did the documentation. The verdict? "It's fine but it was not in sequence"...Too bad...too bad...And that was that.

Takperlah. Dah takde rezeki. Nak buat cemana kan..Probably I was not meant to be here...Dear hubby was very supportive. Thanks to JBMari also for the encouragement....Feels much better now though haven't found a new job. We'll see la later how. For the time being, I just want to get on with my life. It not the end of the world, hubby said....Hehhehe...

Anyway, lab report on adik's blood test came out on Monday. Of courselah positive Down Syndrome. We didn't hope for the test to come out negative on that...Anyway, dr cakap for the time being, susah nak cakap how is she going to be; illness, development, etc.... Just stick to the same paediatrician, ask for referal to other specialist if the needs arise.

But so far, she's doing fine. In fact, she's doing great. Mengesot kemain laju, macam crocodile nak tangkap mangsa when she moves. Dah boleh berpaut pada kerusi then berdiri sendiri. Lasak bukan main....Balik rumah, letak kejap aje depan tv, masuk bilik kejap, keluar semula, adik dah ada kat dapur berkemas periuk...Kelentang kelentung dibalingnya tudung periuk. Dah boleh sebut "apu" bila switch on lampu. Sebut "abah" even though kakak dia panggil daddy....Actually, semua orang dia panggil abah...heheheheh

Cuma bila dia selsema or demam tu, takes longer to heal. Seminggu lebih gitu barulah dia ok...Other than that, she's been superb. Her next check-up will be next month. We''ll see what the paed has to say...

Oh yeah...Found this website on Down Syndrome kids...Nice one...Banyak story to share...http://trisomy21online.com/